I can't support something I don't believe in.
There it is. We have reached the end.
I have tried and tried, over and over, to be a friend to my ex. For the last 6 months I have spent days and nights crying over what I had done to him. I have spent days and nights listening to him while he cried. I have spent days and nights searching for ways to salvage what was left of our friendship.
When he needed space, I gave him space. When he needed support, I gave him support.
But I can't do it anymore. Their is nothing left. All we have are the memories and the pieces of the last three years. Their is no common bond anymore. What he wants from me, I can't give him. And what I want from him, he can't give me.
So I am done trying. I really cannot afford to have people in my life right now who do not encourage me. I cannot afford to have people in my life who try and tell me I am wrong. That I am foolish. That I'm wasting my time.
It is they who are wasting my time.
And this is what it has come to.
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I'm so sorry I have been completely absent from your life. I appreciate the emails and attempts at contact, and I will email you soon. I have been simply overwhelmed with life. But things are good for the most part, and I would love to catch up again. - Todd
You have EVERY right to take hold of the things you KNOW you deserve and the things you KNOW you need...and TAKE them. There is nothing wrong in that. I'm sorry it's taken this long for you to get there--but better now then not at all. I'm proud of you. You stand up. You keep walking. There are more people standing right by you than you realize.
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