The Weight of the World

I thought today was going to be better. And it was.

Until now.

My bank account is overdrawn by 188.50. I don't know what happened. All I know is I am out of money until the 15th. Seven days.

Somehow in the next seven days I need to feed myself, get a haircut, put gas in my car. I have bills to pay, and no money to pay them. And they just keep coming.

I have a vacation coming up in three weeks. I've waited years for this vacation. And I'm running out of money to actually go with. How do you go on vacation for two weeks with no money?

What am I going to do. I just don't know. I can't even tell you where the money went. I only spend money on my bills, food and gas for my car. Its not like I'm wasting it going out every night.

I used to feel like the world was crashing down around me. And now I feel like the world is crashing down on top of me.