Today I was asked how my heart is doing. I answered honestly, yet simply. Some days it does well. Some days it hurts.
Today was a "well" day, for the most part. I don't know if I've become withdrawan and emotionally absent, or if I've just become numb to the constant pain of losing the love I had for my ex, I don't know.
Then today, I saw a friend of mine had an away message up online that said "Movie Date Night With My Baby!"
And now I know, my heart really does hurt. I miss movie nights. I miss having "my baby". I've made it almost a year now. We are literally weeks away from one year since we broke up. Something is holding me back from never having these moments again. What is it?
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Hey Tony, wish I could take the pain away (and fill up your checking account!). I can pray for you, which I will do. Hope you're having some good days. I'd give you a good hug if we met. I pray that the Lord blesses you with some good friends who know how to love and support you, and that you are able to find some new direction that helps provide more finances. But stay close to the Lord....he will bring blessings to you in time. Jeff
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