Something strange happened tonight. Something that hasn't in a long time.
I walked into a coffeeshop downtown with two friends of mine. And working in this coffeeshop was a girl about my age. And she caught my eye.
Not in a lustful way. But I noticed her. I actually noticed a girl. And thought to myself "Maybe I should say hi."
Its been 5 years since I walked into a room and noticed a girl. I can remember the last girl I noticed.
Sadly, she is where the story of my "gay" life began. She is the last girl I dated. The last girl to break my heart.
But that is neither here nor there.
Tonight - I saw a girl. And I noticed her. And it felt good.
I know I'm not all the way there yet. I know I'm in no way, shape, or form ready to date a girl. But I know I'm not in a place where I have no hope of ever being there.
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